6.29.2002 12:14 am

Grace's rescheduled bonfire was held on this beautiful...yesterday. Grace, Paula, Deana, and me ended up being the only ones there, but it was a blast anyhow. I was having a good time burning things from the past year, and also random weeds I found growing in Grace's back yard.

I bet Grace and Paula $5 that if I asked out Andrew he'd say no - why do I think this? Well, for starters the only feelings he has for me are resentment and annoyance. Everyone keeps telling me "Oh, he likes you. I can tell by the way he looks at you." But, being the narcissist that I am, I don't believe them. It's like when people tell you your hair looks nice when you KNOW it looks horrible. They're just telling white lies to get me to ask him out.

But I have been rejected enough times consecutively to feel completely unworthy of love. Grace says boys are intimidated by me. Ross says it's because I'm crazy and unique. So does this mean the only girls who deserve to be loved are easy-going, sane, and identical? Not that I would want to be that, but I'd just like to be loved for being intimidating, crazy, and unique. And we're all crazy anyhow.

So Grace, Paula, and I are starting a band. We're planning on having Kevin as our drummer, since he is our friend and he is a good drummer and all.

Possible Names:

Kubaba (the beer lady)
Cornelius
Vesuvius
Katinka
Sneezer (like Weezer)
Odin
Rashad
Spuds Mackenzie
Buddy Clinton