1.4.2003

You know, before my CDs got stolen, I thought music was my life. It was the core essence of me. It was necessary for survival. And after my CDs were stolen, I thought this was really my big chance to expand my musical horizon. And though I still love music, I've realized that I love movies even more. I love movies. What else can I say? I live and breathe movies. I don't know why I didn't realize this before. Of course, I'm reluctant to tell anyone because my parents have really been pushing me into this music thing for a long time. But it just doesn't lure me in the way movies do. When I grow up I want to make movies. I want to be in movies. I want to write movies. That's what I really want.